DREAMS

DREAMS

I’m only here to kill time
Not living just existing
Guess I was a piece of shit in my past life
Because this life has been anything but good

Too many thoughts in my head
Too many knives in my back
And too many pieces is my heart

Just leave me here to be what I am
Nothing to no one and no one to everything
I know it ain’t me, but what’s it matter when it happens all the time?

I’m only here for no reason
Not content just faking it
Guess I was never meant to have my dreams come true
Because this soul has been anything but alive

LIFE

LIFE

Life isn’t fair
Life is rough
Sometimes it’s even a living hell

Mine has never been easy
Seems like it gets harder every day
I don’t understand why I can’t win

Constantly used and abused
I’m lost even though I know what I want
Never ending loser and failure

I can’t quit because I might be on the brink of happiness
But I can’t handle this anymore because I have nothing left to lose
I take this journey alone

I’m too far from the past and too close to the future
Too bad the present is not enough to cling to
I’m too far gone from who I was and too close to becoming anything but me

TOP OF THE WORLD

TOP OF THE WORLD

Wrap your heart in mine and take my hand
We’re almost over the hump and I know you feel it too
Don’t make the biggest mistake of your life

I’m goin’ to the top and bringing you with me

So please stop trying to drag us both down
You know that’s not what you want
I’m on top of the world when I’m with you

So let’s end up on top of the universe and make it ours

Like the song says, you can’t always get what you want
But you’ve got what you need
The world at your feet and happiness in your hands
Hitch your wagon to mine and let’s ride into the sunset

CAN'T LOSE YOU

CAN'T LOSE YOU

I used to be like you
It took loss and heartache to change my ways
Quite the hellish path, but I'm glad I made it
Life is so much clearer now
So much better now

Things are in perspective
And I'm doing fine
I try to help you feel it too
But I'm not getting through

I hope I'm not the one that sets you free
I can't lose you
You mean too much to me

Possibly more than you'll ever realize
No matter what, you've got a special place in my heart
I want you there forever
I can't lose you

NO IDEA

NO IDEA

She still has no idea
No idea what she means to me
She is my world

Maybe that's the root of all this evil
Taking me for granted
If I shut down and shipped out, would she notice?
Would she even care?

Sometimes I feel like I'm being used
No idea what I mean to her
Am I her world?

Please come and  take away my doubt
We only live once
There's no reason to not put all your cards on the table
She still has no idea
Will she ever care?

INVISIBLE INK

INVISIBLE INK

You make it more complicated than it is
You either want me or you don’t
I can see you’re starting to break
But I’m already broken

Do my words fall on deaf ears?
Maybe I’m already dead
These words on a page are in invisible ink

I feel you slipping away with each new sunrise
That’s why I stay in the shadows
You wouldn’t even give me a peck today
Just give me a sign that you’re not already gone

I look into your eyes now and I can’t see you anymore
Where did your lovely eyes go?
I know that I can save you
You’ve just got to let me

I’d sacrifice myself to breathe new life into you
You take my breath away as it is
We sleep in the same bed, but are miles apart
I can’t watch you destroy yourself anymore
I can’t let you drag my heart on a string any longer