YESTERDAY’S REJECTION

YESTERDAY’S REJECTION

I’ve tried to erase the traces of yesterday’s rejection
But the memories won’t let go
And my scars won’t let me forget

So hard to move on
Impossible to trust again
Agonizing to believe it’s over

Take me away, far away
Wipe my mind clean, remove the pain
I burn alive with passion and desire

A silent film in my head
My life feels like a bad movie
Just one day to feel what euphoria is like

NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW ME

NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW ME

No one will ever know you like I do
No one will ever know me at all
I’m lost in my own mind
No wonder I couldn’t keep your attention

The seasons are changing
And life is moving along
Further from right and closer to gone
No wonder I’ve lost faith

I can’t do anything right
I can’t get anyone to want me
I’m of no use to this world
No wonder I’ve accomplished nothing

No one will ever love you like I did
No one will ever hurt me like you did
But I hope someone hurts you the same
No wonder you don’t get it

MECHAWOMAN

MECHAWOMAN

You won't understand what you did to me
Until someone does it to you
Then you'll know real pain and loss
You'll become human
No longer the robot you are

Until then, stay in your bubble like you're an angel
The devil with wings
A Phoenix that never rose
You'll stay insane
Forever a drain on society

I'm afraid you'll never get it
And never pay for who you are and the trail of wreckage you've left behind
Fly under the radar like a thief
Hide behind that smile like the joke you are

I’VE HAD ENOUGH

I’VE HAD ENOUGH

Walked all over too many times by everyone I've ever loved
Can't you tell I've had enough?
I'm closed off and shut down
No one gets in and I don't get hurt
No one gets close and I stay sane

This flower won't bloom again
Destroyed from the inside out
I got back up then knocked right back down
The faster I erase
The quicker I end the chase

Can't you tell I'm out of luck?
I'm broken beyond repair
No one can fix the damage done
No one can save me from myself

SILENT ANGUISH

SILENT ANGUISH

What is wrong with you?
I only made you feel perfect
All I wanted to do was give you my love
Nothing I did got through

I thought the last serpent was my end
Each time is harder than the last
But I can't seem to step over your corpse
What's one more day of not letting you go?

I know I don't need you
But for whatever reason, I still want you
Don't you worry, you'll never know it
I'll sit in silent anguish
And hope the rain washes you off of me