YOU’LL NEVER LOSE

YOU’LL NEVER LOSE

Take my hand
Confess your sins to me
Take my heart
Confess you never loved me

I’ll never win
You’ll never lose
It’s dark in my head
The center of hell

Look into my eyes
Try the lie again
Stop pretending you live
You’ll never deserve any love

Come clean, confess your sins right now
In time, you’ll breathe again
I’ll never win you
But you’ll never lose me

LEAVING ME BEHIND

LEAVING ME BEHIND

Time is flying by and leaving me behind
You couldn't admit you felt my heart breaking as you held my hand
I need to get out of here
But I have nowhere to go

Life was a breath of fresh air
Until you the sucked the life out of me
I want to hurt you like you hurt me
I'm your reckoning and your God

Feel me penetrate your soul
Take my hand, tell me what you feel
I need you to pay for your wrongs
I’m your judge, jury and executioner

PRETEND

PRETEND

Don’t pretend to know me
Don’t waste time judging me
You don’t know my path
How I got this jaded

I wear these scars like badges of honor
Unbreakable force of man
You can’t hurt me
I pity your kind

Don’t stand in my shadow
Don’t get in my way
You won’t like the outcome
How I get through the day

I silence these demons like a muzzle
Resilience is my companion
You won’t stop me
I know your routine

Don’t pretend to want me
You can’t wear this armor like I can

SEARCHING

SEARCHING

We’re all searching for something
Something I’ll never find
I cross my arms and stand in line

I never move from the back
This wasn’t how I pictured it
I’m over you, but can’t get under someone else

We’re all meant for someone
Someone I’ll never meet
I hang my head and choke on tears

I’ve never been held like I mattered
This wasn’t how it started
I’m tired of it, but can’t get past it

I’LL NEVER LOVE AGAIN

I’LL NEVER LOVE AGAIN

I’ll never speak again
I’ll never love again
I lost the desire to listen to anyone from here on out

She left me cold and alone in this dumpster
I hum along to the words in my head
I repeat everything she said to me

With visions of her face on my mind
I’ll never love again

I REMEMBER

I REMEMBER

I remember you
Do you remember me?
I remember that night in AC
Do you?

I remember all the plans we made
Do you?
I remember the smile on your face
Do you remember mine?

I remember thinking we built something
I remember thinking it’d last

I remember you
Do you remember me?
I remember holding your hand
Do you remember my touch?

I remember your overcooked steak
Do you?
I remember how it felt inside you
Do you remember it too?

I remember thinking we built something
I remember thinking it’d last