Sunday, March 20, 2016

SUCKER



SUCKER

I knew who you were before you did
You knew you didn’t want me before we met
All you wanted was to pull the strings of a sucker

I admit I was the sucker
I regret giving you my heart and soul
When I called, you were on the line with someone else

I gave you all of me
You gave me nothing in return
I’m what you want and need
But you’re too wrapped up in being a whore

I made you my world
You made me the butt of your joke
I got over it and under another
Then you wanted to give it a shot

I knew what I was in for
You knew I’d never win
All I wanted was you

Friday, March 18, 2016

MS. HYDE

MS. HYDE

If I were as sick as you
I'd hate myself and die
Black heart, hateful words
Don't care what you do
Wish I could've flown away
But gravity pulled me back to you
I lost my way searching for you
Rather sleep alone than next to Ms. Hyde
If I could turn back time
I'd make it a one night stand and live
Bitter lies, bruised ego
Wish I could forget the memories
But they're etched in my mind
I forgot what I deserve while with you
Rather be alone than with Ms. Hyde

Monday, March 7, 2016

TELL ME




Some have told me I'm an asshole
Maturity is measured in past mistakes
Everyone told me I'm the last to know

What am I living for?
When I can't live

Remember when we started, when it was all exciting and new?
So do I
Tell me what they did for you that I couldn’t

2 years later and I’m still paying for your mistakes
You put the blame on me
A kind of asshole

Who am I living for?
When I am not myself

They call me this, they call me that
But they all stop calling eventually
I’m always the last to know

Remember when we started, when you started the lies?
Tell me what you needed that I couldn’t give