INSIDE

INSIDE

You let me inside, but didn't let me inside
Your body was a weapon
My head, the target
I needed a hole in it like I needed another in my soul

Sleepless nights and endless days
No one to hold me
And no one to tell me it’s going to be ok

I went on without you
You died before we met
Maybe one day empathy will find you
For now, your heartless body wanders aimlessly

You buried me inside and wouldn’t let me go
Your selfishness was your crutch
My eyes, the tunnel vision
I need you like I needed your bullshit

SMILE INSIDE

SMILE INSIDE

I’d say I never want to see you suffer
But that would be a lie
I’d say I want you back
But that would be a lie too

Nothing was ever enough for you
You had perfection
You looked it in the face and spit

Are you satisfied now?
Did life turn out how you expected?
Of course not, karma is a drug you OD on regardless

I told you my deepest secrets
You played me like a violin
I deserved better
But you gave me your worst

I can’t believe I fell for you
But look at you now
The years haven’t been kind
And neither have the goons you left me for

I’d say I never wanted it to come to this
But I smile inside knowing I was right