BITS AND PIECES

BITS AND PIECES

Bits and pieces of me strewn across the state
A caged animal in hell
I can’t see you in my rearview anymore

My fingers are raw from playing songs about you
Deliver me from this runaway train
It’s eating me alive
And keeping me alive at the same time

You left without saying goodbye
But your eyes told me everything
Bits and pieces of me strewn across your apartment

I can’t see you in my rearview anymore
But I can feel you by my side
My fingers trace your curves
This is how I keep myself alive

My fingers are raw from playing songs about you
Your memory eats me alive
And keeps me alive all the same
I can’t see you in my rearview anymore

NO MORE LOVE SONGS

NO MORE LOVE SONGS

I've never been speechless
But after all these faded memories
And the broken promises
Forget about the plans left to die

Will I ever be whole again?
I'll write this to stay human
But I can't ever read it again

Follow me down to hell
I'll run with you anywhere
But I'll never follow you again

I've never known true happiness
And I've never known true love
But I've always known myself

And now I know you
But I wish I never met you
No more love songs for you
You ruined my dreams
But I can't be alone again

BACK TOGETHER

BACK TOGETHER

I sing along to these sick love songs
Reliving my horrors with every verse
Tell me when this pain will subside

There was a time when I thought only you
Only you could put me back together
Then I met her
And she put me back together

There was a time when I thought I had it all
Only you could take that away
Then I met another
And she took me away

I sing along to these sick love songs
Reliving our life with every verse
Tell me when this scene ends

There was a time when I thought of only you
Only you could make me smile
Then I met myself
And I put me back together

LEXI Part I

LEXI Part I

She runs from what she needs
She uses her fear to guide her
It’s easier that way

He knows who she is and what she stands for
But when he lost her, he lost his mind
It’s harder everyday

Did she fall apart before she met him?
She’s still in his heart either way
It’s safer for her there

She can’t take the pressure
She uses it as her excuse
It’s convenient like that

He knows that she’s a mess and why it happens
But without her, he can’t sleep
It’s colder everyday

She steals what she can then vanishes
She knows she can’t handle how much he cares
It was never meant to be

NEVER ENDING

NEVER ENDING

You know nothing of the war that wages in my head
I wrestle my demons daily
Never ending battle that I cannot win

You came and went
Thinking I’ll be ok
Didn’t you stop to think of what you piled on?

You saw only a glimpse into my soul
I poured my heart out to you
Never ending stories that you care not

You pillaged and ravaged
Thinking it was ok
Didn’t you realize what I felt for you?

You know nothing of who I am inside
I can’t even breathe anymore
Never ending cycle that I cannot break

I WANT TO

I WANT TO

I want to hurt you like you hurt me
I want to make you suffer like you made me
I need to make you feel what I feel

Each new day brings no release
I still feel as lost as the day you said goodbye
I wonder how things would’ve been different if you looked into my eyes

I’m loyal to a fault
But when you hit that fault line…

I want to hurt you like you hurt me
I want to make you suffer like you made me
I need to make you feel what I feel

I’m all yours till the day I die
But when you kill me…