TO FEEL

TO FEEL

The search continues
Start over a thousand times
Just to end up back at zero

They show flashes
But always red flags too big to ignore
A big piece in place
But an even bigger one missing

I'm doing the best I can
But my best is never good enough
I often wonder what it feels like
To have someone willing to do anything

It's been so long
I forget what it feels like to feel
Start over a thousand times
Just to do it a thousand more
I want to feel what it feels like
To feel