UNDER WATER

UNDER WATER

I don’t ask for much
I just want to be happy
Enough money to not have to worry about money
And a love to come home to

I was on my way many moons ago
But my train was derailed once again
Maybe, just maybe, I could reclaim my place
But it’s never going to happen

I’ve opened my heart to the many
Not even the few have opened up to me
Can’t do this anymore
No one cares
And no one wants to hold me

Drink the elixir and never wake again
As I think of everything that never was and all that will never be
I’ll never live again
Life holds my head under water

It took me a long time to get it
But I figured out what’s truly important
I just want her
And her to want me the same

But it’s not in my cards
Put me out of this misery
Send me on my way
I’m going home to six feet under
Has to be better than this hell I’m living