WORDS FAIL ME

WORDS FAIL ME

I’ve put so many words on paper today
But I still can’t find the words to tell you how I feel
None of them come close
To the magnitude of what I thought we were building

I scratch my head as I wonder why you do this
You say you want this then you do that
I’ve no time for games

These words still fail me
My heart, still broken
My mind, still a cluster fuck of confusion and frustration

I’m left here with egg on my face
Even my shower couldn’t wash it away
I tried washing you off me too
Even scrubbing till I bled couldn’t wash you away

I’ve written mountains about you today
But I still can’t find any peace
None of this is working
To help me move on from the bond I thought we had