BEAUTY QUEEN

BEAUTY QUEEN

Now there’s nothing else I can do
The suspense is killing me
Will you stay or will you go?

I’ve always told you you’re beautiful no matter what
I still mean every word I said
Glasses or not, you are my beauty queen
I miss waking up next to you and feeling your heart beat with mine

It feels like life is standing on my throat
I can’t breathe and all you can say is go to bed
I pour my heart out and all you do is sleep
Feels like none of me matters to you

This is just another way for me to die

You destroy the world you say you love
Maybe I’m just a crazy fucking retard
Maybe I’ve just had enough
If feels like you’re stringing me along
Trying to have your cake and eat it too

Now there’s something I can do
The separation has handed me anxiety
And I’ve made nothing but hell out of it
Feels like I’m running in place

Will you come back to get me or just watch me sink to the bottom?
Somehow I’ll find a way to get over you
You aren’t the first and you won’t be the last
But you will be the next to be sorry you let me go

I told myself that I can do this
I knew I was lying
Now I’m lying on the floor in pieces looking for your hand