I DON'T BELONG

I DON’T BELONG

I don’t belong, I don’t belong where I am today
Still trying to find my way
I know what I want, but I still feel lost
Why does everything that makes me happy end up killing me?

I don’t know where to go or what to do
Another one in the loss column
I’m being pulled in so many directions
But the heart wants what it wants
No matter what it does to my mind

I scream, I shout and I throw my hands up
No closer to closure than I was at the start
I know what I want, but it doesn’t want me
Why does everything that I care about end up bleeding me dry?

I don’t belong, I don’t belong in this world
Still scratching and clawing for what’s mine
I know what I want, but I still can’t catch it
Why does everyone I desire run like hell from me?