SPECIAL

SPECIAL

I thought you were special
Not long ago, I thought the world of you
I wanted this to last forever
I used to admire you
There was nothing that I wouldn’t do for you

With one fell swoop, you shattered everything
And in the blink of an eye, my heart was in my stomach and my eyes became damns to hold back the tears
Now I’m lost like never before
Fighting with myself on what to do

I gave myself to you
You gave me back like a bad Christmas gift
No matter what I come up with, I’m still stuck on you
Careful with my heart, you already broke it once

I’m still here for you, but only if you want me
I won’t be taken advantage of so be sure you’re true
Every day, I spin through our highlight reel of memories hoping to make many more
You’ve got my head on a swivel and my heart on a spear
No matter how tough I portray myself to be
I’m fragile and feeling every poke and prod

This is eating me alive
One of the hardest times of my life
I still think you’re special
I’d still do anything for you
With every stroke of the pen, my heart beats for you